…..I’m afraid of the dark. and even more so afraid of being in the dark ALONE!
don’t bother telling me “there’s nothing to be scared of” or things like “that’s completely irrational, nothing has happened to you in 28 years” – it doesn’t help me. I have issues and I’m aware of them
I just wanted everyone to know that over the weekend (mainly friday night and saturday night) you’ll all need to be around commenting and writing new blog posts that I can creep to keep my mind occupied on something other than the fact that I’ll be ALL alone….well Logan will be here too, but no Colin and NO Rex!
I always think something is going to come get me or some freaky old man is in my house…or some crazy possessed spirit is residing in my basement and is just waiting until Colin is gone so it come come haunt me…..
…I know, it’s silly. The rational side of me knows that….but the night time just makes me crazy. OH and for anyone that knows me OR if you are a crazy internet blog stalker and secretly know where I live and are now planning on coming over during this difficult time for me – know this:
1. I am unstable when I’m scared and thus resort back to the animal in me; fight or flight – usually FIGHT!
2. I have this in my kitchen and I am not afraid to use it
So yes, now you know that I’m even crazier than you already thought! Please tell me I’m not alone
1. what are you afraid of?? is it anything irrational??
- I am afraid of sooooo many irrational and silly things that I couldn’t even write a list down or you would all stop reading me and tell me to get my ass to therapy
2. any tips for dealing /w a fear you just can’t seem to control??